i feel like i'm dying every day lately
or pieces maybe
but i'm losing things
things i will never again see
that once
mattered to me
this matter that's me
wants to cease to be
but the other matters, matter
and they give cause to gather
the little strength left
to muster on
and climb this wretched ladder
what awaits
on the other side?
well, sheet man
i dunno
i haven't stopped to fathom