"he isn't interested in you anymore.."


my eyes widen..
a worrisome furrow forms between my brows..
eyelids feeling heavier..
corners of my lips slowly descending into a downward smile..
a warm fresh flood of blood flushing my cheeks..
embarrassed..
sorry..
ashamed..
discouraged..
defensive.­.
fearful..
my vision becomes momentarily blurry
but i quickly reverse the possibility of tears..
i sit up and breathe deep..
i divert their attention to something trivial..
i won't let them see that it shattered my heart.