I have done a lot of stupid things and you aren't one of them. I am an open book just in multiple languages. I don't have a bucket list. I think about dying on my worst days but not to **** myself just in general. Anxiety leads to heart disease with exercise. Depression kills 3 in 4 mentally ill people. I have done a lot of stupid things and I am not an idiot. I am not my mental illnesses, I just have mental illnesses. If you are reading this I am the gayest girl in my hometown and a legend.