Is there an angel here with me Wallowing in the corner shadows Where my eyes dart in the darkness As I plead my lids to hastily close Before the sun ascends the latter Shattering through the window Spilling onto the parkay flooring Slithering up and atop my comforter As I try and meditate on comfort And those who can so easily drift Into sweet and restful dreaming While I delve deep into a panic Over a conversation exchanged More than five years ago I guess there is no paradise If there's nothing to escape Do you take full notice Wallowing angel with grace The things I must face Even in the warm embrace Of my own obsessive thoughts