I have never been to Alaska, nor have I extended any effort to know its beauty. It seems too isolated and idealistic to house such an alluring landscape of frozen and serene natural monuments, ones that often plaster post cards at my local office.
You are a similar beauty. Your azure eyes. Your silvery voice. Your vermouth lips. The shape of your legs spread on my coffee table. Fantasies I have over the way you study me so deeply in nearly vacant cafes during the magic hour we seem to spend there so often.
You carry this grace that hides the messy and yet bottomless complications of an intelligent soul. And as with Alaska, I could visit if you weren’t so frozen. So stagnated by worldly conditions. Ones that cannot be simply overcome.
So don’t ask me what I want. I fear too often that I might expose the extremes of which I would venture to visit you. The willingness to feverish warmth, so that it might slow to soften our time spent in each other’s heads.