Though it's a sad world, reminisce on the time I had left with my girl,
Though she's gone, hard to hold on, memories seem to stroll along,
Wish I could shake the feeling, got the junkies itch on your happiness,
Baby I hope you hearing this, probably not,
Yo this is ludicrous,
You got me going crazy, think about the times of us riding lately,
In the caddy, you used to call me daddy, papi and you was my mami,
We supposed to have a kid together, but you caught the stormy weather,
**** the doctors, and the medical industry I know they killed my baby,
The whole world full of Sadness
Nobody can see the gladness
Through x
And many, through the evils of the medicine thrown at chu rapidly,
I miss seeing you happy, tears flooding my eyes since you demised,
Seems like the sun don't rise, no more darkness consumes galore,
Back into my room, I sit and let the pain consume,
Drinking til I catch a zoom, of flashes across my mind stashes,
Of nightmares, no one cares, what you going through the stares,
Of demons walking, next to the circle of your soul that bares,
Next to the stairs, of death I'm loosing my breath, can't find myself,
Steadily looking at the mirror, visions of you blurry, can't see clearer,
Cuz the water in my eyes, wont allow me see so it hide collides,
Into a state of depression, glancing at my Smith and Wesson,
Feeling like Paul Williams for once in my life, I had love, but I lost my wife,
The whole world full of Sadness
Nobody can see the gladness
Through x