We either embody power or crave it and sometimes things just happen and there's nobody to blame, so just keep playing the game and start living and find something to be happy about.
Experience as much as you can and have fun while learning from your mistakes and try to find the causes of your problems and eliminate them while remembering that nobody is perfect and that we all make mistakes because we are only human.
Be here now because now is all you have and when you are here, you are here and when you are gone, you are gone, so don't dwell on problems that don't really exist and you will be transformed into living fully while you are here, so just be here now. Jon York 2013