You look at me I stare at the ground Not from fear but rather disgust You look at me I could careless I wish it was different but I cannot undo All the pain you caused all the lack of love You look at me only from photos now You're dead to me I hold my head high Only looking up because I deserve to I cannot love you for all the scars caused You made me learn everything on my own In fact I taught you solely from trial and error Not because I wanted to but because I had to survive You look at me but never in my eyes Because you don't deserve me nor ever loved me right