Guards led him to a one-man slam down a cold concrete, narrow hall.. He checked the sink, threw down his mat, and scratched "endure it" on the wall.. Between the bitterness of insanity, he heard a faint whisper in the silence saying, "what doesn't **** you, heals you" and that's even true with violence.. He wore a broken heart like black eyes, you could see it in how he'd walk with his lowly, desperate demeanor, looking away every time he'd talk.. He wore every label people gave him, ignoring that inner voice pleading saying, "scars are only ugly to those whose wounds are still bleeding.." He sang songs to protect his sanity.. hoping it would drown the voices heard from loved ones in his nightmares reminding him of his bad choices.. No one really cared to listen.. He was so desperate, he didn't care for the only love he had, he knew, was the love that he had to share. Loving God means loving people.. Twist it up however you want to, but there's always hope in hardship for everything you've ever gone through, but you have to listen to the whisper - Not the voices screaming in your head.. My heart cries for the closed mouths of the hearts that are never fed.. Confess it all and let Him heal you.. Cry out to the One True Savior The One who can heal the inside changing natures of those behaviors.. I'm telling you, He'll listen.. He'll give you hope that He keeps secure.. And for the all the storms he don't rebuke, He gives you strength that you may endure.