It dawns on me every day, what if I was different...? What if I never had dyslexia. Would my life been better? It has put so much pain in my life. It's like a never ending war, bombs dropping every time I miss spell a word. I see myself not being bullied if I never had dyslexia. I struggle like a fish out of water. I'm afraid of my future. I get labeled when I read in front of the class. I'm like a little sailboat in the middle of a storm. I believe that I would be happier with out it. But it makes me me and that's what I need to learn. What dawns on me.