The search for meaning leaves me uneasy History is fabricated,rewritten,unauthentic In the eye of the sky and it's timeless nature We are stardust exploding into a void Destroyed and insignificant Like tiny working ants purely genius and intricate but far too small to appreciate On this grand scale I inhale deeply to capture a moment to hold it and with one reflex the moment is lost Vanishing into thin air Invisible even in it's birth So what is the meaning? Why can I capture the world in my spectacles? What if I draw down the blinds or cure cancer? So what I might add to the former and latter I am simply a jungle gym A step on a latter for children to climb on It goes on and on until death dawns Inevitably killing the human song