Dec 2021
Yo I can't even lie, so why try, I miss you baby and that's why,
I can't even sleep in the night, too many tears roaming, in my eyesight,
Iight, but I know you was going home soon, I tried to ignore the wombs,
That was dug so deep, as you creep, on my instincts it's so **** steep,
Emotions can't even climb, to a state of reasoning, so I decline,
The early signs, baby girl you was supposed to be mine, now I gotta grind,
All by myself, you was good for my health, kept our love in stealth,
I promise, to love and honor, before dishonor, I let death be honored,
On ya memory, and ya mommy, i keep the peace, within the family,
Why is it, so much death around me, seems like pain comforts me,
Cant find peace, in my mentality, I'm always in a war, fighting battles see,
But the spirits warned me, looks like the angels of heaven, beckon me,
Cuz all I see, is the tears shed from Job, I wear a gold drapped out robe,
With a cigar, to take a charge and load, up my mind, and reminisce one time,
I'm a miss the times, we had I'm glad, we meet each other, too much love we had for each other, even got blessing from ya brother, who was one tough mother-,
Hold up, let me keep it clean, for the microphone, I was destined to ring,
On ya brain cells, yo it ain't hard to tell, such much memories to sail,
On my brainwaves these days, I can't even think, of nothing bad to say,
About you so I'll just, let the times of us together never fade away,
My tears started streaming, when the coffin top closed, another chapter closed,
To the books of my life, **** why is it so much strife, can't think of anything nice,
Cuz the world's so *****, tryna get slice, to a right everybody think they enticed,
Too I just sit back, and meditate too, the songs of sadness, empty the baggage,
Picked up new bad habits,
Hard to not stab it, god nab it, take me to another place, to avoid the maggots,
Erase the funk in the air, I don't care, on different of drum of a snare,
Truth or dare, got the spiritual eyes, all in a stare, ain't none can compare,
Baby I miss you, just being real with you, rest in peace baby, I'll soon be with you,
I can't even sleep in the night, too many tears roaming, in my eyesight,
Iight, but I know you was going home soon, I tried to ignore the wombs,
That was dug so deep, as you creep, on my instincts it's so **** steep,
Emotions can't even climb, to a state of reasoning, so I decline,
The early signs, baby girl you was supposed to be mine, now I gotta grind,
All by myself, you was good for my health, kept our love in stealth,
I promise, to love and honor, before dishonor, I let death be honored,
On ya memory, and ya mommy, i keep the peace, within the family,
Why is it, so much death around me, seems like pain comforts me,
Cant find peace, in my mentality, I'm always in a war, fighting battles see,
But the spirits warned me, looks like the angels of heaven, beckon me,
Cuz all I see, is the tears shed from Job, I wear a gold drapped out robe,
With a cigar, to take a charge and load, up my mind, and reminisce one time,
I'm a miss the times, we had I'm glad, we meet each other, too much love we had for each other, even got blessing from ya brother, who was one tough mother-,
Hold up, let me keep it clean, for the microphone, I was destined to ring,
On ya brain cells, yo it ain't hard to tell, such much memories to sail,
On my brainwaves these days, I can't even think, of nothing bad to say,
About you so I'll just, let the times of us together never fade away,
My tears started streaming, when the coffin top closed, another chapter closed,
To the books of my life, **** why is it so much strife, can't think of anything nice,
Cuz the world's so *****, tryna get slice, to a right everybody think they enticed,
Too I just sit back, and meditate too, the songs of sadness, empty the baggage,
Picked up new bad habits,
Hard to not stab it, god nab it, take me to another place, to avoid the maggots,
Erase the funk in the air, I don't care, on different of drum of a snare,
Truth or dare, got the spiritual eyes, all in a stare, ain't none can compare,
Baby I miss you, just being real with you, rest in peace baby, I'll soon be with you,
