He was not weighed down by labels. Even though they challenged his character. He wanted to grow but remembered for all the wrong reasons. Focused on the future while the past kept trying to shadow his good deeds. No longer that person not living in the past but in the moment. Wasn't that person seeking long term over short term glory. Multiple losses anxious to win for that victorious moment. Trying to compose himself while others tried to remind him of who he was but no longer that person. Close the first time around ready to finish it the second time around. Already had the experience just needed to build on it apply it to his journey.