head in a daze body in a haze feeling heavy, limbs sluggish
I wade not through a swamp but a *** of broth, thick with fat rich with meat, hint of green cooked to melting, innards dissolving into nothingness— and so the *** thickens.
No thought, no movement, only a deep laxation, eyelids drooping down down down down and I **** awake, the bus has stopped— not my stop, and the dark beckons to me again.
free writing, warming up— a warm up that went nowhere ****