you stand on the dock of the ship watching the waves rise and fall over and over again. you cower over the edge glancing softly but stained from the sword slashes. you want to see the foreign substance taste the liquid solution choke your soluble throat and bomb the disapproval of the miscreants. you don’t know what to do—you’re conflicted. you were told to make the best decisions but what if you could never determine this? maybe just one step and the day’s treachery and the slavery of the industries you can’t deny will be gone with the snap of a finger. you precede slowly glance at the roaring aqua and you don’t stop. you don’t lose. you only see blue.