Can I get a love so pure it synthesizes my whole being. Untouched, unacquainted, real, syncopated. Loneliness quivers, shaking with a merciless misery. Alone in my secrecy. Dare not come near me. Love, seems anguished by my own monumental desires. To feel something so pureβ¦. It is rare. I want it with him. To whom I want to spend my whole life with. Deep rooted passions imploding in tears. Ridding myself, hiding in my fears. My insides are painfully restricted, my eyes are tired. My heart has melted. I am broken.