Just like a lost soul wandering but in a body. That's been me now for so long. But I'm getting ready.
Still developed a lot myself. Had influence on others. But wandering without a future, not yet ready to die. Holding on like that for so long. Untill I was ready.
Tried to leave but failed a couple of times..... Now I finally received a way out that is sure to succeed. Still the hardest thing to do. Very lonely. I just had to wait a little longer....
Then one night my mom told me: you've got to end this, make a plan now finally and make up your mind! My fiery mom. With old Norse wisdom inside of her naturally.
It had to be my time though. An old friend apologized to me when he saw me again. He needed that before I left. But now it's time to get ready, not hang around in limbo.
My mom is right. My mom, equal in my battles.
I had to realize I need to be a true Viking. Find pride and courage in the sacrifice. The hardest one. Dying in battle. My only escape.