Splitting pain throughout my head Can't help but wish that I was dead Foggy memories crowd my mind Making me a long for an earlier time Before the hits and brain so damaged Back when I had problems I could manage Words come out in a jumbled mess Stumbling and stumbling as a try to confess That though now broken I was once whole That I can conquer this injury and become the me of old Four times recorded when my brain did falter Became countless Sundays praying at the altar Father heal me from the lingering pains Please, let me be whole again