I donβt know what to write. To feel. To see. To know. Blanked out. Is melancholy the word? Discontent, needing to detach. Detach me, let me go. I hold no part of anything, to anything. I am not a part of the chaos, I am disconnected from it all. I live in my own chaos, my madness, my love. Low on energy, nothing that excites my peculiar mind. Dissatisfied, bored. Out of my mind. Craving privacyβ¦ Solitude, space. What cost does sacrificing your own freedom come to?