I tried to be stern in all that I did, I had to learn I cannot put a lid on you. I tried to be meek and kind, but you only thought I was weak and losing my mind, how untrue! Whether the **** or the softie, I just cant make it work. Whatever happens, wherever you go, I hope you can forgive me, and we'll both live where the clear waters flow and the plants grow. I never wanted you to suffer, not the way I suffer, it's a wonder I can't see past my blunders. I am no less than you, nor do I deem myself better; if we could meet in the middle, I could fulfill what I said in the letter, that I love you, and my love is to let you go.