everytime i’m alone
and my mind runs
and the gears start to turn,
the oil starts to burn

everytime i think about you
any part of you
i want to rip out my insides
my stomach twists up
my mind freezes up
all i think about
is spilling out my guts
i trusted you
i loved you
i hate you for what you did

i bought a piercing kit
bleached my hair twice in one night
i want to change every part of myself
i want to erase that part of my life
i want to forget about you

i tried so hard
and in the end
i just got burned