I don't think I've had a single original experience. I can't seem to finish a book anymore I get halfway through one before I start another. I think my friends can't stand me. Work terrifies me. I can’t handle damage to my confidence Though it is already dangerously low. I live for weekends but struggle to leave my room to actually live. It’s reassuring to know that I’m just the same as most others No one likes their job or even reads at all. Maybe my friends don’t hate me and I’m wrong. I always wonder What my reflection looks like to others Since I struggle to see beyond the blur.