A part of the blight that is the whole human-race, I did not know what it is was I was doing: Ignorance of the Laws of the Universe is no excuse; or is it. Was I are born into the world pure; innocent, free. I clothe ourselves with dishonesty. I freeze out my Creator egotistically. Lest I be born-again, I do not move forward.
My apologies I lay at your feet. Please accept my deepest regrets for the harms I have caused. I beg your forgiveness asking for release from my war-torn ego; my plastic soul, my unjust referee.
I long, I wish. I pray. I create the obstacle; the splinter, the log. I fight my demons when I know to ignore is to perish. 'No more mister nice guy' Is not for me. I be an unholy terror to friends and family, not to mention the strange faces I encounter on the streets and in the marketplace. I drift through space and time untethered. Like an iteration of the first walk in space: Was It? Perhaps not.