I do things
Knowing that they will hurt me
But maybe thats what I want
Now
--Self-destruction--
Been a long time
Since I've purposefully
Put myself in positions
Of pain
I would never physically
Harm myself
But I let my emotions
Run rampant
Allow them to take the lead
And that emotional self harm
Cuts deeper
Than any blade

I'm begging
Stop
Don't do it
Hold yourself back

Please