Some days I would make love to the words you wrote me. And some days all it took was seeing you slip out of bed before you realized I was awake. But every day was a pain to endue without you body next to mine. I would get home and I would be just happy to massage you till bed. Some days I still remember the feeling of you in me. Some days I just want to lick you again and again. But today was a day that I didn't even see you for a minute and all I can do is think about how we didn't just pounce on each other even for a quick minute. Today I think of you like I think of a memory lost to time. Today I saw you and all of the shadowed lines. How fast that lust filled dream fades. You, as you are without the haze. Today I realized I will be okay.