I am sad, I am discouraged
but isn't that what you wanted anyway?
Does it make you smile to see me cry?
I bend from sheer emotional exhaustion
I am sick to my stomach with pain and you laugh you laugh at my crisis
so I ask you how can I care?
How could I even glance your way?
Never again will I fall for you
or believe in your lies
you have decieved me for the last time
and I am finally over you