Cells divide and multiply
It all leads to decay
Cause we entered time and mind
When we fell from grace
If only the world was just born
So I could feel everything as new
Everything including you
Instead I wake up with absolute dread
And absolute ***** in my head
The night’s silence is just too much
But I’ll bear it all if I only could clutch
A piece of happiness that belongs to the revelers of the streets
Maybe then I won’t feel so alien, so hostile, so incomplete
I created a void of deep loathing in me
And over the years the waters have gotten deeper
Why carry on in struggle and misery
Annihilation seems best
Annihilation I will confess
Until you pull me right out, into the Now
Until you push me right out, into the Now