I lay here..
Quietly crying into my pillow......
Ik I was ur biggest mistake....
But i lay here Wondering if everything you told me about love is true?.....
Or was it fake....
my heart is crashed and burned from.the love that you had given me.....
I tryed to be who u wanted me to be...
You love towards me was always tonted...
I am scared that it was all a lie to get what you wanted.....
You wanted the two things that kept me a child....
Even tho my mind was wild....
It was My heart.....
And my innocence.....
How was I blind by the words you told me.....
You'd do stuff like u never care...
And I knew you were a player ....
But I was too....
I gave it up.....
When I met you....