I can't help but fantasize, daydream, lose myself in my imagination... I love it but I hate it. They only beckon to thoughts of you. My feelings are everywhere. I feel you vibrating through me. My senses are on fire and thinking of you only makes them higher. My soul, my energy, my mind... It's all on you. A distraction that I want, a distraction that I am immensely contradicted by. My dreams are a whole other world that I escape myself into. Down the rabbit hole I go, but I like it, and I won't deny it. Hallucinating on these illusions that are my reality, only to awake to face these suffocating terrors called life. With my feelings on fire, guess I'm a bad liar. You're on my mind, and I'm trying not to think about you. Baby, I miss you.