I’m hidden, lost in despair. These voices around me, these people, these negative energies. I can’t take it. I feel suicidal, I wanna get shot and never live this hell ever again. I feel low, I feel like ****. I feel useless, weak, ugly, lost, hated, misunderstood, trapped. Trapped in a place I don’t want to be. Alone in my misery. Projecting it all out in the form of anger and judgement to others. I feel alone. I am not okay. I am depressed. I can’t talk to anyone about it. I feel stupid. I feel demotivated. Judged by everyone and insane. I feel misunderstood. No one to depend on , but me. I am not okay. I feel bullied, picked on, teased. I feel like everyone is out to get me. I feel the need to protect myself immensely. My spiritual energy needs cleansing. I feel overwhelmed and anxious. Headaches and tension. I feel lonely. No one to turn to. No one I can turn to. What do I do?