My dear,
You been through darkest time in life. Your body is aching and old. Your mind is ill so do your mental health. After all, you are  the strongest, smartest, slick, toughest among everyone I met.
You are worth more than anything , I don't want to trade you for the world. You belong to the highest place on heaven.
You've got a darker side, you know it is a mess but you don't have to hide. I promise , to stand and stay with you when everyone walk away. You are the closest thing to my mind and I cannot get rid of it.
I promise.