I have dirt on my face and they say “God man pull yourself together”. With a smile on my chin they say “Lord why does he have a attitude today.” Replaying back times I would drive a distance just to sink in music like the tub was over flowing If they only knew Good things I’ve done has turned into a lot of broken promises So much I spread them all to make a new road for myself and soon they will say “Jesus why didn’t he give me key..? He dosent love me” But they weren’t there when he had to pick up his life They wasn’t there to set the blue print down tonight I didn’t see non of them come back when the tears became my only friend Who would of thought that I woudl be the bad guy in there imperial thought. Abs I embrace it cause when he was beating you and she was telling me what to do and he said how I should …. I watch them as they turn there nose to me and said with there hearts “Dude your not good enough