My brain is wasting all of its time on these **** men. Not worth it’s time or processing power. I should be using it to build my empire. I’m never happy after thinking about love interests. At best, I’m left with an anxious longing. So why do I put myself in that loop? I am the happiest, and feel the most alive when I am creating. Creating new, powerful things. Growing. Why do I let myself get distracted by the things that don’t bring me joy. It’s time for some mental spring cleaning.