I WON'T RUIN THIS MOMENT NO MATTER HOW BADLY I WANT TO CALL YOU I DON'T WANT TO SHARE THIS MOMENT WITH YOU NO MATTER HOW MUCH I WANT TO REACH OUT I LET MYSELF SLIP AWAY I RUN FROM YOUR EMBRACE IT'S TERRIFYING KNOWING YOU COULD BE IT YOU COULD BE THE END I WON'T LET US BEGIN