Is it bad i didn't taste the alcohol all night?
That the smoke felt like fresh air coming into my lungs?

Is it bad I was chugging drinks all day?
Trying not to feel throughout the day
Is it bad I was hesitant about saying hi
Because I didn't know who's side they taken

Is it bad my drinks have a little more Jim,
My smokes a little more Jane?
Trying to numb the anxiety to try to enjoy myself
Is it bad I hid behind a screen?
Instead of asking you for a dance?

Is it bad that I walk the narrow line?
Between self destruction and self fulfillment?

Is it bad? Or am I the bad?