"If you're happy, I'm happy too.*

The thing is

I don't want you to be happy when I'm not with you.
I want to walk out your front door and know that once I'm out of your sight, you'll feel lonely again.

I want you to live life to the fullest, but wish that I was there; right next to you.

I want you to ******* breathe and just miss the sound of my over exaggerated sighs and loud laughs.

I want you to feel completely miserable without me.

Because that's how I feel when you aren't here.