I have this bad habit
of getting close to people and thinking
that they're always going to be by my side;
but eventually they always leave;
I have this bad habit
of loving people a little too much
when they don't even love me back;
and when they leave
my heart feels like someone
threw it from the sky
I have this bad habit
of caring for people,
when they don't even care about me at all
Perhaps, if they saw through my eyes
they'll see the scars I have
deep down inside.

I wish feelings didn't exist.
I always fall for everything and let
it destroy me. It's my fault after all..