Evacuate (verb) : remove (someone) from a place of danger to a safe place. To feel safer in the center of a hurricane than I do here. Safer when I step back into a body which I no longer fit in.  Cramped inside a small place which I no longer call home. My safe place has been completely stripped. Reconstructed to fit a person who never existed. Forcing myself to be a piece in the wrong puzzle. I simply to do not fit. No matter how much I shove and twist. I do not belong here. Each attempt always wrong.