I sit here Surrounded by people Yet I feel so alone It feels like I’m suffocating again Suffocating in my head I can’t even tell if all these people are here anymore Any moment now I’ll be gone When will it be my turn To feel the warmth that they feel When will it be my turn to sit here and feel alive I hope it can be soon Otherwise I will be back to what I said before Any moment soon I might be gone I just want to sit here and feel alive with all of these people
I really want to feel alive but I don’t know if that’s possible for me anymore