god save me i never get better if you hear me show me the way why is it so hard to live you created the perfect world why did you ruin it all these pessimistic feelings wasted thoughts lost and delusional greed and guilt running through our veins let me see through your eyes I want to look at myself entirely show me the ways you adore us all could you call my name will it sound the same I didn't need to suffer all so I can learn a painful lesson I don't hate the creation I hate the creator