It was over for him, but it was never over for me
I was still living in an unrealizable dream, shadowed
Smoke and mirrors, wishful wonderments, believing
That we had was more than something than nothing

It was quite some time ago when he chose to let me go
Move on to a better home, break the bond we once shared
Tell me he didn’t care, left me in boundless despair
Had me crying in the blinding blue light to high extremes

And even when he broke it off, I still thought of our bodies
Crossing abstract realities, creating our dream design
Feeling the fondness of our fingers interlocked
The shimmery sweetness of our lips locked in love

How I wanted to feel your salmon lips, slowly go
Around your well-brushed black beard with my hands
Remembering how it felt from the beginning
How it gave me great gratification to embrace your manliness

The more I thought about you, it was evident
That your presence would never depart from me
That all the enchantment you possessed had me so
Obsessed with wanting to get back together with you