i cycle into central London: do one round: round Hyde Park... buy a bottle of cerveza... find a spot... fall into a serpent's position: limbless pretend: flat on my stomach... i'm in the middle of London... i'll smoke a cigarette... read about 5 pages from a book... watch the crows make art... crows... pigeons... seagulls... two girls will sit about 20 metres from: 30 minutes apart... i'll be eyeing them up... they won't be... doing anything than waiting for me to approach them... i could: god, i could... but... i'm so lazy looking out for madmen which: humour me... and all those other: degrades... i'll sober up on m'ah ******* bicycle like the good trooper... oddly enough the older women pay me compliments: you could have any girl blah blah... honey-bear... do i look bothered: butchered about... not getting any? do i, have to: get any? why is it so ******* important to get laid? do i: have to? am i a ******* barnacle... am i... a monopod... how do you describe the advent of curbing man's vanity with Darwinism: like... man's vanity... or god's presence... taking a cut from... postcards from Saturn... no? when i rather visit a ******* for clarity: i know that a psychiatrists or a priest will not do... i like the *** of well-worn leather chair imitation... i don't like lies... fake nuns... but i'll cycle through the sq. mile... stop off for a black coffee and some breath under the shadow of st. paul's cathedral... on todays menu... french fries... Louisiana style prep. of chicken wings... a corn cob... some pseudo-guacamole... and a pineapple fetish for a... salsa... i drink... but i also like to lasso a decent menu... i'm the complete man: a hypocrite... a conundrum... a paradox... i'm the evil fiend: drunk... but also... the most responsive commuter on a bicycle... however much i'd love to **** myself: yes... alone... with a knife... not hanging... ritually... best at night... with an eye on the moon... but never... forcing... traffic homicide... it's not even a question: a society of sociopaths... i like to see them spar over crumbs... they're so adventurous in their solipsism... i pity the spare parts... daughters of hairdressers and plumbers... i'd pretend to choke without a decent haircut or... pipes that work... but it's their children: esp. the females... call it a stanza of the only hell: limbless... hands... feet... cut off: eyes gauged out... lying bare naked... torsos in a cave... reproductive spare parts...
i cycle into central London with a heavy heart... i'm poo'et... my vater ist ein dachdecker... if my father was a Loord... i'd feel... less of this crushing guilt suppose i merely write... so much for writing... i'd love to live a month inside my own head... i write for reasons somehow not: merely... ****** prompting / prompted?
all "things" concerning the... supposed: crown... let the crowning advents of supposed cream of the crop... i'll buy into time... whatever i have left of it... hier: jetzt... wie von... tot... beste sein rätsel.