So maybe I am crazy. But the only things I'm crazy about is loving you and wanting to be with you. And ****, maybe I do want to escape and get lost in a state that might as well have been named for me. I just want to find the beaches that are covered in sea glass and see the sunsets cities are named for. I want to get lost in you to the point where I never have to come home for holidays. I just know that this isn't some **** fantasy. This is college across the country and this is you and me. I need to be able to wake up on the time zone clock I'm already sleeping on and find the one person who I want to see every day for the rest of my life right there beside me when they've been so far away for too **** long.