I know you cant hear my sigh, but just know one day, I'll be up with chu in the sky,
I dont why, my days are getting shorter, feeling close the deaths order,
Ready to stand before the judge, and tell em why I been had a grudge, fudge,
On this life, destiny made many promises to me, but couldn't keep my babies,
Why I'm feeling like this, everyday i walk this earth, it's like taking a risk,
Life ain't supposed be about pain, it's supposed to be how many, lives you've changed, and I done came,
From alot of worries, I couldnt picture you being buried, before prom night,
I'm glancing in the dark room, so hard now I know I feel, Davids gloom,
As the pain starts to zoom, flashes of suicide running, steadily by my side,
I wish I was out, on a final ride, nobody knows me, its just and my poetry,
Filled with memories, I know smiling down at me, but growing in fury,
In a rage, cuz my hearts in a cage, cant unlock the misery, that seems to page,


I remember the summertime, barbecue cookouts, and us standing, in long lines,
You used to pinch me, from staring at your behind, I'm just claiming what's mine,
Baby girl, we taking on the world,
I had so many plans for us, so many routes for us, cruise cities and skip the bus,
Even though I always would cuss, you knew ways to minimize the fuss,
Always kept it on the hush, ya soft voice, honing deep inside my zoning,
Mental can't shake, the pain that loves to, sit like a stake, my heart breaks,
Every time, I think of your wake, as you lay, in the casket, I'm hoping you'll awake,
And we come home to make,
Love once again, but tears won't end, and death will always be a trend,
Cuz in the end, it'll be ya final friend, everybody get buried lonely,
So what's the point, of having a plot next to me, you see me, enjoying the misery,
It's been 14 years, but seems like a century, which I could see your beauty,
One last time, trade places just to taste the divine, I know yall good,
I'm used to pain, used to have alot of energy,
But all my love is drained,