I feel so lonely... And the darkness of today seems to never end.. Laying in my bed listening to my best friend talking... Im Looking at the Celing I can't keep my mind off of the things my mind deeply wants to linger in. I wish I could just sink into this old carpet floor. Because I'd feel safe there. A human being can be used... A person can be treated like a used toy.... But my old rugged carpet can not. I wish I could blend in with the ocean and not the sand. So u wouldn't be able to walk all over me.