I was the queen of storms The one that used to play with fire And thought that by showing them my strength they would stay and we would live in a romantic comedy written by Woody Allen
I think he can see the scars in my heart But for the first time, they are not being used for a man's own advantage My mind is peacefully floating in a clear blue ocean and I'm not covering my soul with any bandages
And I wonder where are those nights of staying awake writing about someone else's mistakes like they were my own And I feel like I am waiting for the thunder that lights up the sky and the fear, and the lies But I have this feeling they will never come this time
My body feels lighter and my expectations are running free "Hey kid, that's how it is supposed to be" And here life is tough, but he is always there for me "Hey kid, that's how it is supposed to be" I have built worlds and watched them burn and they would always flee But now I find comfort in his light blue eyes and that is how it is supposed to be
I was sitting and waiting patiently while they were melting my heart of gold And it took me 24 cold springs to realize that like hurricanes, love cannot be controlled
I think he wonders what is going on inside my mind when I am lost in my thoughts like they were a black hole But the past ceased to be my favorite place for visiting and those visions of the future do not scare me anymore
And I genuinely smiled on that first time you sang like Louis Armstrong and whenever you tell me about how life has made you strong with that shy passion in your eyes And the beauty of it all is that I finally get to fall for someone I never had to beg to be mine