~I felt pain like an assault, The old pain again When the world thrusts itself inside, when we have to take in the outside —May Sarton, "Night Watch," Collected Poems
The world thrusts itself inside written June 26th, 2021
The world rages through me I wrap my arms around cradling this body amongst the flowers torn, leaves shredded, plants uprooted
until the fury passes peace descends on the broken some breath and start to mend others their decay feeds the new.
The world thrusts itself inside each of us tearing and stretching throw your head back and rage
with the pain and agony of growth made possible by the world tearing open body, heart, and mind.
I never grow used to this brutal process, I dip my fingers into the holes made in our heart.
The world has its way with us this relentless thrusting ****** until we spill out over everything this our mark on the world.
I often have an image of a poem in my head, or a feeling of it. The end result is often more analytical than what I had imagined. This one, maybe, is closer to what was in my mind.