My mind hath been stricken ill with your intoxicating spice I still struggle to breathe as your gravity was crushing my life I feel like I'm wearing a strangers skin, I'm an anomaly to my kin. Forever waiting, forging, lurking through unknown darkness As the darkness grows I retreat into my personal ebbis I scan the skies for an answer, why do I still search the night Searching the great cosmos for a glimpse of her light I have finally hit a wall, alone, scared, and embraced by nothingness. Experience existential doubt before breakfast, checked off my to-do list.