If I were to allow my heart to eclipse,
I fear that it would cause your apocalypse,
The blackness in my heart would render itself human,
The blackness in my mind would become the blackness in your eyes,
I fear to leave because I know it might hurt you,
But I know if I stay we both might end up hurt,
I'm okay with that chance if you are,
To leave would **** me but could save you,
Fate has intertwined us to one calling.
Locked in each others lives with a decision to make,
Our feelings have become ineffable,
Moments spent together seem like dreams,
While moments spent apart are complete nightmares,
The line between friendship and relationship is no longer clear,
We continue to cross back and forth,
As if we know this bridge is here but don't believe the time has come to cross it,
Our bonds have become stronger than diamonds,
But our words cut like lasers digging deep enough to hurt but not enough to show,
As I write these words I can't help but to think two things,
One is where will we go,
Two is I hope you don't leave,
Because I'm not ...leaving...what...we...have...