That first shot you heard Wasn't to the brain The second shot was All intentions when loading Closing each channel To this reality Heart, Mind, Soul 1 round each 3 round clip I'm finishing this out Homicide a suicidal thought ****** on my mind Got a 138 personalities Genocide I guess I'll fill a mortuary Create my own cemetery Send flowers from hell My heart hurts constant My mind adhd on crack My soul fatigued 1 round each 3 round clip I'll put them out of misery Call it selfish Call it brave You'll each have an opinion So plant me Like the **** I tried growing Caring for you all No thought of myself Cashing in death While I sell out life I'd rather accept the truth Then live a beautiful lie